Tuesday, December 02, 2025

2025 Grand Canyon: Thunder River Introduction

 Friends - I hope you will allow me a pause in our trip to Cambodia and Vietnam.  Partially, we are at a logical stopping point:  the next place we will visit is Siam Reap with perhaps that most famous of Cambodian monuments, Angkor Wat.  Partially, because after the horrors of Tuol Sleng, a palate cleanser is order.


Mostly perhaps, because I would like to go back to the Grand Canyon before the experience is too much behind me.


Longer term readers may remember that this is not the first time that I have been to the Grand Canyon; the last time was in 2021.  That was a very different trip for this one (also, it seems, it was one of the first times I tried to write a trip as other than a series of pictures).


I had fully intended to go and hike the Grand Canyon last year; sadly due to Hammerfall 3.0 I was unable to pay for it (however, they did keep my deposit which just got moved to this year, which is super nice of them).


I enjoy hiking the Grand Canyon. It is incredibly different from my hikes in the Sierra Nevadas.  As I have explained to others, when you live in a rainy environment the world is defined by its different shades of greens.  Here in the Grand Canyon it is is defined by the shades the rocks that one sees, mostly reds and purples.


Also, the opportunity to see the Colorado River again was not to be missed.


This hike promised to be quite different from the one we made in 2021.  It was considered more technically difficult. Also, it was out of the North Rim instead of the South Rim.  And finally - unlike the last hike - we would be descending and ascending and then descending back down to the River.  No Escalante route where we could largely hike near the Colorado.


Transport to our starting point - Flagstaff AZ - was via a flight to Las Vegas, meeting up with The Outdoorsman and The Brit, and then a four hour drive into Arizona (I had never actually been "through" the Las Vegas airport before but only changed flights there.  There are worse airports.).


We overnighted in Flagstaff after our pack check, had a delicious traditional burger meal with a beer, and then got up early the next morning for our pickup and drive to the trailhead.


Adventure awaited.


Monday, December 01, 2025

My Annual Commercialism Adventure And Demographics

 As in recent years past, I ventured on out Black Friday.

This is usually not driven directly by any need that I have but rather by a desire to spend time with my family.  As they like to go "hit the bargains" (as the kids say), so I too have learned to (slightly) embrace the day.

To be fair, if one is looking for something that one has already determined that one needs, it is not a bad time to go:  for example, likely I could have gotten two years worth of shoes at a 30% discount (had I needed them).  And I suspect that deals on commonly needed things like socks and underwear could be found at similarly amazing prices.

For the most part, there were no "crowds".  Occasional lines, but nothing like the mass insanity that one used to see at Big Box stores for things like electronics (or maybe such mass hysteria still exists; I have no idea).  People behaved well.

The most crowded place we went was one of the two malls in the greater New Home 2.0 area, one of what is likely my semi-annual visit to them.  Much more crowded of course, although it seemed to me somewhat less full than last year.  

The thing that surprises me as I go to such places, is how similar the sorts of stores are.  We went shoe and clothes shopping - but there are just as many or more shoe and clothes shops in the mall that seem to market slightly different versions of the same thing.  Non-specific clothing and fashion adjacent shops seem, to my eye, fewer and fewer.

This probably says something about us as a culture.  

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On Saturday, with Na Clann safely returned to New Home, we ventured out into one of the "local neighborhoods" that our nearby urban metropolis has.  This part of the neighborhood had a number of stores in it as well - very high end stores, judging from the cost of the chocolates and leather.  It was a decent mix of clothing, fashion adjacent, non-fashion adjacent, and unusual stores (including a crystal store with a rather amazing collection of taxidermy).  

I say "high end" because most of the places we stopped and looked had no prices on the actual items themselves.  At least one of the chocolate bars The Ravishing Mrs. TB picked up was $45. A Cave Bear Jaw Bone, if you were curious, will run you about $5,000.

It was a very interesting slice of walking and looking, clearly not designed for someone like myself.

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Yesterday morning in church, the preaching pastor mentioned a survey a local church group had undertaken of the greater New Home 2.0 Urban Area.  It was inclusive of a 25 mile radius around the main urban metropolis, and interviewed businesses, individuals, churches, etc. (or so I was told; I do not have the study on hand).

The shocking thing, both to the initiators and to myself:  a full 50% of the people interviewed anticipated moving away in the next five years.  At a local population of that area of almost 3,000,000, that is not an inconsiderable number.

Of course, not everyone that intends to move actually moves. But the reasons that people might move are apparent.  Local big employers are closing up shop here, and the backfill is not going to be enough to replace those jobs.  The urban metropolis of New Home 2.0 has all of the problems of almost any major urban center at this point, and even from our brief sojourn here, it is clear that nothing effective is being done.  Add to that the cost of doing business here in terms of taxes both business and personal, and relocation begins to make some level of sense.

Sure, people will likely move in as well.  But people moving in need to have jobs to come to, and those jobs - the so-called "good high paying ones" are moving to other locales. 

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The trajectory of this is, of course, predictable.  The people that are most likely to relocate are those who can relocate, whose job skills are such that they can find a job elsewhere or (like us) are still relatively unattached in terms of roots here.  These are likely - but not always - the jobs that are the highest paying and thus, the ones that many of the businesses that we visited over the course of the weekend most dependent on.

With those paying consumers gone, the remaining consumers will likely not be shopping at the higher end stores (they never do).  Tax receipts will fall, which then will need to be replenished (because no government body seems capable of cutting spending these days) by increasing taxes and fees.  The urban issues, not solved now in days of relative affluency, will surely not be solved under those circumstances.

It does make me wonder what The Weekend After Thanksgiving Commercialism excursions will look like in the future.

Sunday, November 30, 2025

A Year Of Humility (XVIIL): Scriptures And Ourselves


There are two ways to read Scripture.

The first way is to read it and apply it to the world at people "out there".  It is easy enough of course; Sylvia Plath used a phrase in one of her short stories of using "Bible verses like bullets" and that is certainly something that, over the history of the Church, it has shown itself quite willing to do - let alone ourselves as individuals.  There is always someone or something out there, violating God's Word.  

The second way is to apply it to ourselves.

Applying Scripture to ourselves is not the fun way to do things of course:  nothing less encouraging that to open up Scripture in the morning and immediately be confronted with yesterday's sins, or to realize mid-day that that grudge you have been carrying all morning was just as much of a sin as anything Christ called out in the Pharisees.

But here is the odd thing, at least for me:  the more I concentrate on applying Scripture to myself, the less I become concerned with applying it to other people.   Perhaps it simply reflects the fact that - for me - pride is me always looking out to others on how they have missed the mark and humility is me looking inward on where I have missed the mark.

I cannot control or "work on" others.  But I can certainly do both of those things on myself.

Saturday, November 29, 2025

November 2025 Grab Bag

 I hope your Thanksgiving was wonderful.  Na Clann were all here for the week, so we got a healthy combination of local adventures, food, Thanksgiving Day episodes, and shopping.  As Nighean Gheal was in South Korea last year, this is first time in two years that we have been together.

For reference, last time we were all together, I had not been laid off as part of Hammerfall 3.0, we still lived in New Home, and we had not had a presidential election.

The world was a different place.

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In Administrative notes, I realized that I had not linked all of the 2024 Turkey entries into the single page dedicated to this purpose.  That issue has been rectified.  Additionally, The Collapse page should be up to date to current entries.  And a new page for 2025 Cambodia And Vietnam has been started (although given how long it has take me to get through was was the first 3 days of our trip, we will be reading about this all through next year).

I still need to bring A Year of Humility to a page near you.  At this point, that sounds like an end of year task.

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This week I had a medical appointment.

This was a rather long delayed one dating from February of this year when I should have gone, when due to my training in Japan I seem to have done something to my right knee.  I was hopeful that I could just "exercise my way out of it", but it got worse, not better - worse to the point that I am pretty much unable to do any kneeling waza at this point.  The good news?  Apparently it is tendonitis as no tear or rip could be found and it has full range of motion.  Exercises for now, with the possibility of physical therapy if that does not work.

Other things discovered during the visit:

- My blood pressure is normal.  I was afraid I was pushing up into pre-hypertension mode, but apparently not.  That is a relief.

- Based on descriptions, I may have Obstructive Sleep Apnea.  A sleep study has been ordered.

- A round of general labs has been ordered

God willing and nothing new, I will be back for an exam in a year.

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As a note to the ongoing sale of The Ranch, we have received no offers after our initial lowball.  At the recommendation of our realtor, we are taking it off the market and will re-list it in Spring.

During my last trip earlier this month, I spent no more than 30 minutes at the maximum checking things out and making sure no new issues had arisen.  This has very much become a rear-guard action.

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For the first time in something like 20 years, I will be doing a public harp performance.

The whole thing came about as a result of the small group I led earlier this Autumn.  One of the icebreakers was "What is an unusual thing that you do?" Mine, as it turns out, was playing the harp.  Word gets around as these things do and now I am performing in the lobby before, between, and after services on 21 December.

Certainly an incentive to practice intensely.

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With the passing of Thanksgiving and Black Friday, we enter the Christmas season - which, based on the way Christmas falls this year, is only 3 Fridays away.  I need to make a sincere effort to be mindful of the season this year as it feels like it will be more compressed than usual.

At least Christmas carols are now fair game.


Friday, November 28, 2025

Thursday, November 27, 2025

Thanksgiving 2025

 As is customary for this time of year, I present below the original Thanksgiving Proclamation of 1789.  

Every year as I do this, I realize how much I have had to be thankful for. I am extraordinarily thankful for of you, my readers.  And I am thankful again that my family - The Ravishing Mrs. TB, Nighean Gheal, Nighean Bhan, and Nighean Dhonn - will be here to celebrate in New Home 2.0

A Blessed Thanksgiving to you all.

George Washington's 1789

Thanksgiving Proclamation

Whereas it is the duty of all nations to acknowledge the providence of Almighty God, to obey His will, to be grateful for His benefits, and humbly to implore His protection and favor; and Whereas both Houses of Congress have, by their joint committee, requested me to "recommend to the people of the United States a day of public thanksgiving and prayer, to be observed by acknowledging with grateful hearts the many and signal favors of Almighty God, especially by affording them an opportunity peaceably to establish a form of government for their safety and happiness:"
Now, therefore, I do recommend and assign Thursday, the 26th day of November next, to be devoted by the people of these States to the service of that great and glorious Being who is the beneficent author of all the good that was, that is, or that will be; that we may then all unite in rendering unto Him our sincere and humble thanks for His kind care and protection of the people of this country previous to their becoming a nation; for the signal and manifold mercies and the favorable interpositions of His providence in the course and conclusion of the late war; for the great degree of tranquility, union, and plenty which we have since enjoyed; for the peaceable and rational manner in which we have been enable to establish constitutions of government for our safety and happiness, and particularly the national one now lately instituted for the civil and religious liberty with which we are blessed, and the means we have of acquiring and diffusing useful knowledge; and, in general, for all the great and various favors which He has been pleased to confer upon us.
And also that we may then unite in most humbly offering our prayers and supplications to the great Lord and Ruler of Nations and beseech Him to pardon our national and other transgressions; to enable us all, whether in public or private stations, to perform our several and relative duties properly and punctually; to render our National Government a blessing to all the people by constantly being a Government of wise, just, and constitutional laws, discreetly and faithfully executed and obeyed; to protect and guide all sovereigns and nations (especially such as have shown kindness to us), and to bless them with good governments, peace, and concord; to promote the knowledge and practice of true religion and virtue, and the increase of science among them and us; and, generally to grant unto all mankind such a degree of temporal prosperity as He alone knows to be best.
Given under my hand, at the city of New York, the 3d day of October, A.D. 1789.

- http://www.wilstar.com/holidays/wash_thanks.htm


Wednesday, November 26, 2025

2025 Cambodia And Vietnam: Tuol Sleng IV

 A picture of seven of the eight known survivors.  Most of them survived by having skills that that Khmer Rouge needed:


A picture taken after the Vietnamese Army invasion in 1979 showing the four surviving children:


At intake, the Khmer Rouge took pictures of every single individual coming in and recorded their name.  The names and pictures became separated in some cases and so there are thousands of individuals whom are only known by their pictures.  This board represents one of many displays in the prison.


Looking at the boards and the pictures, one is undoubtedly find someone that one will identify with.  

There was no name attached to this young man.  Judging the time period, he was maybe 10 years older or less than that in comparison with me at that time.  His shirt...that is a shirt that any young pre-teen or teenager might have worn in those years.  For all I know, given another reality, that could have been me.



I have been to many places in my years, including places where terrible things had happened.  Never in my life have a been to a place where the very walls of the building seeped evil.